and everything ended Saturday, October 02, 2004
nth much happen today de lahz...morning woke up at abt 10 plus...den see me de mummy packing my brother room....she's helping him to find his log book but still cannot find lopz...den i took my breakfast...went to help me mummy...den found some notes...took them....den we all oso found my brother's secret...but we just browse thru lopz...never reali read the whole thingy...den after tat...watched tv fer a while...played computer
games...all tat....still didn't realise the time...thought is onli 12 plus...but then me mummy sae is already one plus....den i n a rush lopz...cuz me meeting pauline...jie xian they all...we all going fer grp studies....didn't reali wan to go de...but jie xian keep asking me to go...so no choice lopz...by the time meet them is already 2.45pm le...late by 15 mins...den went to study lopz...after tat went to moss burger there and study....den dunno why the bonny so angry...It's just tat we are going to study mahz...ask her along if she wan to cum den she sae jie xian oso nv ask her personally she wan to go a not...wad fer she go...although we told jie xian tat bonny most probably cuming...den she's so pampered lopz...wan jie xian to ask her personally...she keep calling pauline and hint tat to her...but we all pretend we all dunno anything...hahaz...den she and javenye go sun plaza walk walk...wad's there to stroll abt??not garden mahz...oso nth to walk...veri free lidat dun need to study...studied till abt 6pm...den went to buy some things den went hm lopz....*names shall not be named*...den he wan to send me hm...but i dun wan lopz...cuz i a little bit scared of him bcuz of the msg he sent me yesterday...it's so pian tai lopz...The person whom i wan to be wif is alwaes not there when i need him....but the person i dun need is alwaes there...and I reali dun like you lopz...everytime u ask me i got special feelings fer you...i alwaes sae no...and i mean it okies? i sae already i wun fall for anyone anymore...if you continue to sent me all those msg....u will regret de...I juz need him now...I need him to be my fren and listen to me...I reali got lots of things to tell him...but i onli treat him as a fren already....But he's like trying to avoid me....I still tink tat concentrating on my exams is much more important lopz...If not later get back the results...Mr raj will scold me...He wans gd results...and nobody wad the "good results" means...
LurvinG a person HurTs....
ForgettiNg a persoN yoU LurvE hurtz more....
LifE is alwaes fuLL of mystery....
thE person you lurve wun fall for u...
But the person whom you treaT as a frEn falls foR yoU...
BuT goD taugHt me something....
Never faLl iN LurVe iF....
YoU duN waN to huRt yourseLf....
Where were you when skies were grey
7:50 AM <3
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