and everything ended Saturday, January 29, 2005
my aunt came to my hse todae...wrote some physics notes...couldn't reali concentrate well...dunno why...blahx...perhaps no pressure on me...*smiles*...i'm lidat de...hahax...did some packing todae...my marmiee was telling how cold it will be in harbin...and she packed so many cloths fer me...lots of thick sweathers...scarfs...glovess...sockss...
i tink tat she's exagerating...lols...my marmiee was saying i need to wear 3 cloths inside me plus 2 thick heavy jackets...and abt 4 pants...blahx...i mean...it's so heavy to wear them...how u wan me to walk...i'll be like a fat santa clause...ha! did some hws todae...my mochi are finishng...going to buy somemore...ha!had dinner before going out todae...
went to see a doctor todae...saw chelsea on the way there...she was calling out to me in the bus..ha!she was with her marmiee also...the clinic got quite alot of ppl...blahx...waited fer 10 mins...*smiles*...the doctor was saying if i wan to go to harbin...mus wear 7 to 8 cloths...lols...ha!den the doctor's phone rang... he was holding the phone away so far frm him...cus the person who called spoke so loud...hahax...we were there giggling to ourselves...
so farnie...went to popular to get some things...got to get some more tml...went hm after tat...i'm having tuitions tml...last dae fer maths lesson...yeah!i'm glad...*winks*...i still got lots of revision to do...*sigh*...i'm tired...i dun feel like doing anything now...i just wan to orh orh...ha!
* things i haven do
`tuition maths hw
`tuition summary [*sigh*..summary again]
`physics hw
`physics notes[halfway thru]
`physics revision
`m.t notes n revision
`chem notes and revision
`geography notes n revision
`a maths notes n revision
blahx...i got so many things to do...with so little time left...i onli have abt one week...sharks!i'm tempted by him...lols...i'm supposed to keep my heart in tis small little bottle...and not tink abt other things...budden...arhs...why can't my heart just stay in place...i'm tired of all these...i've suffered in the past...not onli once...i dun want everything to repeat again... i'm sick of tat feeling...
i dun wan to be sad like...like some of my frens...who are moaning...over their love ones...seeing them sad all the time doesn't make me feels great...i knw...ppl are saying tat i'm not facing reality...lols...i rather not face reality...so wad if u have given me promises...it's also going to be empty promises...it's the same...he gave me promises last time...budden i still suffered...i dun wan to be in tat terrible state again i guess...i'm confused...dun ask me anything...blahx...i got to wake up early tml morning...
Where were you when skies were grey
10:40 PM <3
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