and everything ended Thursday, April 21, 2005
alritex..i woke up late tis morning lopx..i used to leave hm at 6.45 budden todae i woke up at 6.45..lols..guess y i woke up late?lols..i didn't have a gd slp last nitex...having my asthma relapse again and again...blahs..it's like someone using pillow pressing against ur face..and u are suffocating..lols..it hurts larhs..
altrites..budden...i managed to reache dsch at 7.13..it's like the normal time i reach sch daily or perhaps slightly later larhs..ferst lesson todae was chem...got back my paper..lols..i failed chem..__*cries..ferst time i failed science..lols...i was telling them..with just 8 more marks frm my drawings...i can just can a miserable pass grade..budden...i got ZERO fer drawings...therefore i got 17/50...blahs...crap...
physics lessons followed on..the whole class got scolded...our marks weren't mr raj expectations..blahs..i felt scared upon entering the rm..after all i'm forever not getting the marks he expected..blahs..he read out all our marks as he called our names one by one...and he spoke to some of us larhs...and i guess he talked to me longest..lols...
wad he said..whye u so blur?den i told him nervous...den he told me i'm just like yvonne..the ferst page of section B..i knws the ans..budden..everyone is giving me pressure..mr raj-wans me to get close to full marks..mr felix-wans all A1s...my parents-grades deteriorating...and everything larhs..blahs..my section B,differences of boiling and evaporation...i knw the ans...
and nervousness ruins me..the ans shld be fast and slow...and i wrote fast and quick..lols...and mr raj kind of like made me laugh larhs..lols..den he told me not to rake up about the past...my p6 thingy..lols..and he was telling me abt the confidence thingy...blahs..
maths lesson followed..i sat infront...and were suppossed to play some graph games stuffs...budden we didn't...lols..me,carla,wai kit were doing amaths stuffs...on the board..hahas...we took mrs lim's marker and she was asking if we did feel much more excitement doing ques on the board...lols..
cme,got back progress card..i studied amaths and made farn of kian leng over wad i forced him out ystd..hahas...and carla kept complaining how she dislike someone in our class...lols..had class committe meeting...and heard complains frm some ppl larhs...typical ones..lunch break and chinese...lols..jian han kept disturbing me and i flare up...blahs..budden i got over it within mins larhs...lols...
he was showing me yun ting's phone..den told me abt the msg thingy...lols..i saw tis chinese word in the msg...*bao rong*..den ask jian han wad izzit...and he sae he doesn't knw...lols...den i asked mr ho...hahas..revised amaths..had tests during amaths...was so nervous larhs..blahs...i still can't learnt wad mr raj told me..the cool style...lols...remain calm and blahs..
i got full marks fer amaths...thks to wai kit an dcarla coaching...hahas..went to pauline's hse after sch to pratise out cooking...it tasted alritex larhs..hahas..she came to my hse to conitnue with research..lols..jian zhou is super duper lazy..i guess he's playing and doesn't wans to complete his research when i spent so much effort helping out his task analysis...lols...i'm a little pissed off i admit..
having relapse again...lols...slep fer awhile just now and my marmie brought me to the doctor again fer the THIRD TIME tis week...lols..it asthma...and i've got medicines to take again lopx...wth...i've decided..he's worthless...
Where were you when skies were grey
8:38 PM <3
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